People who suicide shit me.

A friend rang me today to tell me of a young fellow he had been looking out for, for a long time, had killed himself.

Early 20's etc..

There are a whole heap of reasons why people do it and some people make rational decisions and some find it too hard to go on. Some have terminal health issues and others emotional health / mental health issues...

A lot of people come from crap families with fucked up parents who won't own their own shit and deal with their issues - so they find and breed with like minded losers - because that is the crap they are familiar with - and then they set the role models for relationships and the bench marks for emotional health - and idiot / crazy / fucked up people produce idiot / crazy / fucked up children.

And the crap just goes on and on through the generations - and society is composed of huge swathes of crazy people from crazy families......

All the cunts pedalling their religious mind fucks...  and the long reaching and far ranging issues from all of that.



Some people think for some people to suicide, that it's an act of great courage and others think it's a cowards way out....

What ever - it's a private and circumstantial perspective - on a person by person basis.



I just get pissed off because I don't like hearing about it. I think it's a fucking waste and I hate waste.

I also think that dying of natural causes is a waste...

I was riding home tonight after mulling some conversations over and I came to this conclusion.

"I wish all those people committing suicide would just fuck off and die."

Everything in the world going for them and they just cop out...

"Fuck them."


I suppose what shits me the most in that with all the local suicides, is that I am one of the most well equipped people on the face of the earth to deal with almost all issues and the idiot fucks and their drinking and their gossiping and all their crazy stupid fucked up stuff - aiming to do only one thing - to drag everyone down into their shit with them...

The crawly incrowd and their clubby beer soaked bullshit, are basically nothing but a bunch of cunts.

They have done all they can to derail getting venues to hold meetings in for people who want to stop using not just booze but all the other drugs too.

One of them was a cunt of a religious "community nurse" - and the whole swathe of peerage of the crawly incrowd- little nazi control freaks - who lie, scheme and bullshit as the default setting.

I took one long reflective look at them, and thought, "If I had cunts like you for parents, and all the mind fuck crap you serve up, I'd be doing drugs too."


What impresses me is that for all the kids, getting stuck into the piss and the drugs and running the streets all night and being a pack of cunts - with the "Ohh me too" opinions -  is that where are they learning how to be drunken fucking arseholes from?

Their idiot parents.  Their parents friends - and the standards "upheld" by the community groups and clubs. The memberships of which fall into two fairly distinct groups - the idiot arseholes and their cock sucking lackeys.

The idiot arseholes go out of their way to be arseholes - and the lackeys go along with it...

Say nothing, do nothing, go along with it - making them as complicit in the acts as the doers of the acts.


As one idiot fuck said, "Oh I have got more friends than you have."

To which I replied, "Yeah I can see it now, you on your knees behind the wood shed, while all your "friends" line up and start forming a cue.."



The irony of this situation is that all the dead shit adults and their crap who have done everything they can to derail me and shut me down - or stood to one side and said and did nothing while all the crap was being served up to me - their kids are the ones who are doing the drugs, running amok and then topping themselves.

I am coming up 26 years drug free and the stupid cunts, all their bullshit cliquey clubs and their idiot kids are still at it.

According to the fuckwits - I am the words greatest cunt and they are the ones who are doing nothing but spreading their shit and fucking up all over the place.

LOL


And from me - A basic geometry lesson - the pillars of the community are some of the stupidest, nastiest, dishonest and two faced fucking human beings I have ever met.

"You see - pillars are just sucked up holes."

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As we say in the"Recovery Groups" - "There are no spectators in a dysfunctional family"...

So while I am living my own life and thoroughly enjoying it - the idiot component of society, keep right on being malignant pedallers of shit.

But all the years of self help groups, therapy etc., well to put it in big basic chunks, this could be an accurate surmisation of the whole situation,.



Joe Rogan:

Joe Rogan - Dumb People & Negative Energy




And the words that were leaping out at me,

"When you do that and you put yourself in those situations, YOU WILL FUCK YOURSELF,".

The pivotal word being "YOU".

Emotional Vampires - he calls the people who dwell in the negative, who set their nets and hooks and traps....

This is why it's necessary to steer clear of fuckwits - because if you don't - you have to say to yourself:


"I CHOSE to buy into it, I CHOSE chose to get involved, I CHOSE chose to react, I CHOSE chose to focus on them and their crap, I CHOSE got yourself in those situations and I CHOSE to fuck myself up."

Powerful stuff that.

"I chose."

Idiots lay bait - all they do is TRY to hook people into participating in their shit with them, at their level.

Any reaction to an idiot, is basically reacting to them, and their shit and it's called taking the bait.

Strength of mind and strength of character is to focus on your own opportunities and to get on with your own life, minus the basket cases and their bullshit.

Losers are like dog shit - you can either step over it or step into it.

Step over them.

Get the idiot fucks out of your life, keep them out and and don't invite them in.